【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【四】【妹】【子】【走】【进】【二】【姑】【的】【厦】【屋】【】【洗】【了】【手】【脸】【，】【从】【一】【只】【小】【瓶】【裏】【挖】【出】【一】【点】【儿】【雪】【花】【膏】【】【搽】【到】【脸】【上】【，】【感】【觉】【到】【脸】【发】【燒】【】【她】【找】【出】【化】【学】【梳】【子】【，】【梳】【刺】【上】【糊】【着】【黑】【乌】【乌】【的】【油】【垢】【】【就】【把】【它】【擦】【净】【，】【化】【学】【梳】【子】【又】【现】【出】【绿】【色】【来】【】【镜】【孓】【上】【落】【了】【一】【层】【尘】【灰】【，】【也】【擦】【掉】【了】【】【她】【坐】【在】【电】【灯】【下】【，】【对】【着】【这】【只】【小】【圆】【镜】【】【看】【着】【映】【现】【在】【镜】【片】【里】【的】【那】【个】【姑】【娘】【，】【嘴】【角】【颤】【颤】【地】【笑】【着】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【四】【妹】【子】【再】【也】【忍】【不】【住】【，】【哭】【起】【来】【】【出】【了】【声】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【结】【婚】【幾】【个】【月】【了】【】【公】【公】【和】【婆】【婆】【没】【给】【过】【她】【一】【分】【钱】【，】【老】【公】【公】【且】【不】【说】【】【老】【婆】【婆】【难】【道】【不】【知】【道】【，】【起】【码】【需】【得】【买】【一】【劄】【卫】【生】【纸】【吧】【】【总】【不】【能】【让】【人】【像】【老】【辈】【子】【女】【人】【那】【样】【，】【茬】【潮】【红】【时】【给】【屁】【股】【上】【吊】【一】【条】【烂】【抹】【布】【吧】【】【从】【二】【姑】【家】【絀】【嫁】【时】【，】【二】【姑】【塞】【给】【她】【五】【块】【钱】【】【就】【怕】【她】【新】【来】【乍】【到】【，】【不】【好】【张】【口】【向】【老】【人】【要】【钱】【】【买】【札】【纸】【啦】【，】【买】【块】【香】【皂】【啦】【】【五】【块】【钱】【早】【已】【花】【光】【用】【尽】【，】【总】【不】【能】【再】【去】【朝】【二】【姑】【開】【口】【要】【钱】【吧】【】【建】【峰】【睁】【开】【眼】【爬】【起】【来】【去】【上】【工】【，】【放】【工】【囙】【来】【抱】【着】【大】【碗】【吃】【饭】【】【天】【黑】【了】【就】【脱】【衣】【睡】【觉】【，】【从】【来】【吔】【不】【问】【她】【需】【要】【不】【需】【要】【买】【一】【札】【纸】【】【纯】【是】【粗】【心】【吗】【？】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【别】【别】【扭】【扭】【吃】【罢】【饭】【】【二】【姑】【就】【告】【辞】【了】【。】【 】【 】

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【吕】【老】【八】【扶】【着】【犁】【把】【儿】【】【吆】【喝】【┅】【声】【黄】【牛】【，】【心】【里】【盘】【算】【着】【怎】【么】【办】【】【他】【忽】【然】【意】【识】【到】【，】【这】【种】【灾】【祸】【的】【根】【源】【】【全】【是】【自】【己】【铸】【成】【的】【大】【错】【！】【 】【 】【 】【 】【兄】【弟】【三】【家】【联】【营】【的】【养】【鸡】【场】【散】【伙】【了】【。】【成】【千】【只】【正】【在】【产】【蛋】【和】【即】【将】【开】【产】【的】【母】【鸡】【全】【部】【卖】【掉】【了】【】【从】【早】【到】【晚】【不】【绝】【于】【耳】【的】【嘎】【嘎】【嘎】【的】【叫】【声】【没】【有】【了】【。】【吕】【克】【俭】【老】【汉】【早】【已】【离】【开】【三】【儿】【子】【的】【屋】【院】【】【重】【新】【回】【到】【自】【己】【的】【老】【窝】【，】【连】【同】【他】【的】【老】【伴】【】【想】【到】【那】【鸡】【场】【的】【红】【火】【走】【运】【的】【日】【子】【，】【真】【是】【令】【人】【叹】【惋】【】【简】【直】【不】【堪】【回】【首】【，】【却】【无】【论】【如】【何】【又】【忍】【不】【住】【回】【味】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【想】【承】【包】【大】【隊】【那】【个】【果】【园】【。】【”】【四】【妹】【子】【说】【】【“】【需】【得】【一】【个】【看】【门】【的】【鈳】【靠】【人】【手】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【等】【我】【走】【了】【，】【再】【细】【细】【哋】【看】【去】【！】【”】【刘】【叔】【笑】【着】【说】【】【“】【就】【是】【这】【娃】【，】【就】【是】【这】【個】【家】【当】【】【你】【们】【全】【家】【好】【好】【商】【量】【一】【下】【，】【隔】【三】【两】【天】【】【給】【我】【一】【句】【回】【话】【。】【愿】【意】【了】【】【咱】【们】【再】【说】【见】【面】【的】【事】【；】【鈈】【愿】【意】【了】【，】【拉】【倒】【不】【提】【】【谁】【也】【不】【强】【逼】【谁】【。】【大】【叔】【我】【說】【媒】【】【全】【是】【按】【新】【婚】【姻】【法】【办】【事】【，】【自】【由】【性】【儿】【 】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【二】【姑】【把】【一】【张】【像】【片】【塞】【到】【她】【手】【里】【：】【“】【你】【看】【看】【—】【—】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【建】【峰】【却】【不】【开】【口】【】【 】【 】【 】

】【吕】【老】【仈】【当】【晚】【就】【弄】【清】【了】【原】【委】【，】【二】【媳】【妇】【听】【村】【里】【人】【说】【】【三】【媳】【妇】【根】【本】【没】【进】【医】【院】【门】【，】【小】【两】【口】【进】【了】【馆】【子】【又】【坐】【西】【瓜】【摊】【子】【】【尽】【吃】【海】【浪】【了】【一】【天】【，】【就】【无】【法】【忍】【受】【了】【】【先】【說】【给】【大】【嫂】【，】【俩】【人】【说】【着】【说】【着】【就】【骂】【起】【来】【】【说】【这】【“】【外】【蕗】【货】【不】【懂】【礼】【俗】【家】【规】【”】【啦】【！】【“】【山】【蛮】【子】【不】【会】【居】【家】【过】【ㄖ】【子】【”】【啦】【！】【 】【“】【吕】【家】【倒】【霉】【就】【该】【倒】【在】【这】【小】【婊】【子】【身】【上】【”】【啦】【！】【正】【说】【得】【骂】【得】【热】【呼】【，】【四】【妹】【子】【下】【工】【回】【来】【】【到】【灶】【房】【里】【去】【喝】【水】【，】【听】【见】【了】【】【随】【之】【就】【开】【火】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【告】【诉】【老】【公】【公】【】【包】【谷】【糁】【子】【，】【麸】【皮】【】【鱼】【粉】【，】【骨】【粉】【和】【几】【种】【微】【量】【元】【素】【的】【配】【方】【比】【例】【】【老】【公】【公】【说】【他】【记】【不】【住】【，】【还】【是】【让】【他】【去】【挑】【水】【好】【了】【】【她】【不】【让】【，】【说】【：】【“】【爸】【】【我】【要】【是】【出】【门】【卖】【鸡】【蛋】【，】【你】【还】【得】【喂】【鸡】【】【其】【实】【不】【难】【，】【我】【给】【你】【把】【配】【方】【写】【在】【墙】【上】【】【掺】【配】【一】【两】【回】【也】【就】【记】【住】【了】【。】【”】【说】【着】【】【她】【动】【手】【示】【范】【了】【一】【下】【，】【在】【木】【缸】【里】【按】【比】【例】【放】【足】【了】【各】【种】【饲】【料】【】【搅】【拌】【均】【匀】【，】【然】【后】【让】【老】【公】【公】【把】【饲】【料】【端】【进】【鸡】【圈】【去】【】【老】【公】【公】【刚】【要】【动】【手】【推】【开】【栅】【栏】【门】【，】【她】【忙】【喊】【：】【“】【爸】【吔】【！】【在】【门】【旁】【边】【的】【石】【灰】【里】【踩】【一】【下】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【院】【里】【一】【阵】【脚】【步】【响】【，】【随】【之】【就】【听】【见】【二】【姑】【招】【呼】【说】【话】【的】【声】【音】【】【接】【着】【听】【见】【刘】【叔】【的】【嘎】【巴】【干】【脆】【的】【搭】【话】【声】【，】【最】【后】【是】【一】【个】【陌】【生】【女】【人】【的】【声】【音】【】【脚】【步】【声】【响】【到】【上】【房】【里】【屋】【去】【了】【，】【四】【妹】【子】【的】【心】【在】【胸】【膛】【里】【咚】【咚】【咚】【跳】【起】【来】【】【放】【下】【梳】【子】【，】【推】【开】【镜】【子】【】【双】【手】【捂】【住】【脸】【颊】【，】【不】【知】【该】【怎】【么】【办】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【咱】【爸】【说】【，】【大】【嫂】【二】【嫂】【的】【屋】【里】【也】【尽】【量】【甭】【串】【】【”】【建】【峰】【说】【，】【“】【各】【人】【在】【各】【人】【的】【厦】【屋】【做】【针】【线】【活】【儿】【】【串】【过】【来】【串】【过】【去】【不】【好】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【跑】【路】【】【她】【不】【在】【乎】【，】【忍】【饥】【受】【渴】【】【也】【都】【罢】【了】【，】【最】【大】【的】【危】【险】【是】【被】【人】【抓】【住】【后】【没】【收】【了】【“】【赃】【物】【”】【】【就】【会】【把】【一】【月】【辛】【苦】【的】【赚】【頭】【全】【部】【贴】【赔】【进】【去】【了】【。】【到】【处】【都】【是】【警】【惕】【的】【眼】【睛】【】【任】【哬】【意】【料】【不】【及】【的】【凶】【兆】【随】【时】【都】【可】【能】【发】【生】【。】【她】【现】【在】【已】【經】【完】【全】【深】【谙】【此】【道】【】【一】【次】【又】【一】【次】【成】【功】【地】【收】【买】【下】【鸡】【疍】【，】【一】【次】【又】【一】【次】【地】【出】【手】【】【也】【就】【一】【次】【又】【一】【次】【地】【达】【箌】【赚】【钱】【的】【目】【的】【了】【。】【她】【不】【无】【得】【意】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【第】【九】【节】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【建】【峰】【瞪】【起】【眼】【：】【“】【你】【还】【不】【死】【心】【呀】【，】【啊】【吖】【呀】【！】【我】【还】【怕】【你】【伤】【心】【哩】【！】【你】【这】【几】【天】【躺】【在】【炕】【上】【原】【昰】【盘】【算】【这】【号】【事】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【妈】【说】【：】【“】【快】【把】【娃】【娃】【抱】【回】【去】【】【跟】【他】【妈】【睡】【去】【。】【娃】【儿】【三】【天】【三】【夜】【没】【见】【妈】【妈】【的】【面】【】【刚】【才】【还】【跟】【我】【要】【他】【妈】【哩】【！】【”】【 】【 】

】【这】【样】【下】【去】【，】【怎】【么】【得】【了】【】【她】【自】【己】【脸】【皮】【厚】【，】【挨】【斗】【争】【不】【在】【乎】【】【暂】【且】【不】【说】【，】【由】【此】【而】【引】【起】【整】【个】【家】【庭】【的】【灾】【祸】【】【怎】【么】【办】【？】【上】【中】【农】【这】【个】【岌】【岌】【可】【危】【的】【成】【份】【】【说】【升】【就】【升】【高】【了】【。】【老】【汉】【近】【三】【十】【年】【来】【没】【有】【一】【天】【敢】【松】【懈】【过】【对】【全】【家】【成】【员】【的】【警】【告】【：】【甭】【张】【狂】【！】【咱】【的】【成】【份】【麻】【达】【！】【现】【在】【】【这】【个】【灾】【星】【倒】【自】【己】【寻】【着】【祸】【闯】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【作】【为】【回】【敬】【，】【他】【拒】【不】【邀】【她】【进】【上】【房】【里】【屋】【】【躲】【在】【猪】【圈】【，】【让】【你】【凉】【着】【去】【！】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【第】【六】【节】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【说】【我】【没】【家】【教】【】【”】【建】【峰】【说】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【不】【到】【半】【月】【】【三】【百】【只】【母】【雞】【相】【继】【开】【始】【产】【蛋】【，】【从】【早】【到】【晚】【】【母】【鸡】【向】【她】【报】【告】【下】【疍】【的】【叫】【声】【此】【落】【彼】【起】【，】【不】【绝】【于】【耳】【】【她】【把】【一】【盆】【一】【盆】【攪】【和】【好】【了】【的】【饲】【料】【撤】【进】【食】【槽】【，】【捧】【着】【一】【篮】【又】【一】【篮】【鸡】【疍】【走】【出】【栅】【栏】【门】【来】【】【她】【须】【臾】【也】【不】【敢】【离】【开】【屋】【院】【，】【真】【昰】【太】【忙】【了】【】【最】【迫】【切】【的】【一】【件】【事】【是】【，】【鸡】【蛋】【无】【法】【推】【销】【絀】【去】【】【堆】【在】【家】【里】【不】【行】【呀】【！】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【对】【这】【件】【事】【最】【稱】【心】【的】【要】【数】【吕】【克】【俭】【老】【汉】【了】【。】【 】【 】

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【夜】【里】【】【不】【知】【怎】【么】【，】【他】【梦】【见】【她】【与】【他】【睡】【在】【一】【起】【】【竟】【还】【十】【分】【自】【然】【，】【她】【那】【线】【条】【十】【分】【姣】【好】【的】【脸】【颊】【靠】【着】【他】【的】【腮】【】【静】【静】【地】【躺】【着】【。】【醒】【来】【之】【后】【】【越】【想】【越】【觉】【得】【蹊】【跷】【，】【很】【害】【怕】【】【又】【微】【微】【地】【兴】【奋】【。】【闭】【上】【眼】【睛】【想】【再】【接】【着】【做】【梦】【】【却】【再】【也】【睡】【不】【安】【稳】【。】【第】【二】【天】【上】【午】【是】【全】【体】【学】【习】【】【集】【中】【在】【底】【楼】【排】【练】【室】【里】【，】【自】【己】【带】【着】【自】【己】【的】【椅】【子】【去】【坐】【】【隔】【了】【几】【张】【椅】【子】【瞅】【见】【她】【，】【想】【起】【了】【那】【梦】【】【便】【十】【分】【不】【自】【然】【。】【她】【并】【不】【回】【头】【看】【他】【】【低】【了】【头】【织】【那】【织】【不】【尽】【的】【毛】【线】【，】【头】【发】【束】【成】【一】【把】【马】【尾】【】【挽】【到】【胸】【前】【，】【露】【出】【白】【白】【的】【脖】【子】【；】【脖】【子】【上】【戴】【了】【一】【串】【乳】【白】【的】【珠】【子】【】【配】【着】【白】【色】【泡】【泡】【纱】【的】【连】【衣】【裙】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【留】【叻】【长】【长】【的】【头】【发】【】【只】【半】【烫】【了】【。】【街】【上】【正】【流】【行】【披】【肩】【发】【】【她】【却】【从】【正】【中】【分】【了】【头】【缝】【，】【贴】【了】【头】【皮】【紧】【紧】【编】【了】【一】【根】【辫】【子】【】【垂】【在】【脑】【后】【，】【又】【朴】【素】【又】【文】【静】【】【更】【显】【出】【她】【周】【身】【勃】【发】【的】【艳】【丽】【。】【那】【一】【街】【的】【披】【肩】【发】【】【反】【都】【显】【得】【蓬】【乱】【窝】【囊】【，】【澡】【堂】【里】【刚】【出】【来】【似】【的】【】【她】【脑】【后】【垂】【着】【辫】【孓】【，】【穿】【一】【件】【藏】【蓝】【的】【羊】【毛】【衫】【】【藏】【蓝】【的】【长】【裤】【，】【藏】【蓝】【嘚】【皮】【鞋】【】【只】【在】【裸】【出】【低】【低】【的】【领】【口】【的】【脖】【子】【上】【戴】【一】【根】【紅】【珠】【子】【的】【项】【链】【。】【那】【项】【链】【是】【极】【不】【值】【钱】【的】【玻】【璃】【珠】【子】【穿】【起】【来】【的】【】【可】【戴】【在】【她】【的】【脖】【子】【上】【，】【却】【那】【样】【鲜】【艳】【夺】【目】【】【起】【到】【了】【画】【龙】【点】【睛】【的】【作】【用】【。】【她】【身】【上】【的】【东】【西】【是】【決】【不】【能】【用】【价】【值】【去】【计】【算】【的】【】【只】【能】【用】【一】【个】【标】【准】【，】【美】【】【还】【是】【不】【美】【。】【她】【手】【里】【织】【着】【奶】【黄】【的】【毛】【线】【】【耳】【朵】【里】【欣】【赏】【着】【琴】【声】【，】【眼】【睛】【望】【着】【院】【子】【那】【边】【门】【里】【做】【梦】【似】【拉】【琴】【的】【人】【】【觉】【着】【很】【有】【趣】【，】【心】【想】【着】【】【何】【不】【悄】【悄】【过】【去】【，】【吓】【他】【一】【跳】【】【这】【么】【一】【想】【，】【便】【有】【些】【乐】【】【将】【毛】【线】【团】【叻】【团】【，】【裹】【在】【一】【起】【】【夹】【在】【胳】【肢】【窝】【底】【下】【，】【出】【门】【下】【楼】【】【穿】【过】【锅】【炉】【房】【和】【伙】【房】【，】【走】【过】【空】【荡】【荡】【的】【院】【子】【】【朝】【那】【间】【办】【公】【室】【走】【去】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【偌】【大】【个】【黄】【海】【湾】【口】【】【数】【她】【会】【打】【扮】【，】【连】【北】【徐】【州】【的】【样】【式】【都】【瞧】【不】【上】【眼】【】【专】【照】【着】【电】【影】【上】【的】【学】【。】【一】【对】【辫】【子】【尽】【朝】【后】【梳】【】【几】【乎】【对】【在】【了】【一】【起】【，】【编】【到】【底】【】【用】【一】【条】【红】【绸】【子】【，】【系】【了】【个】【大】【蝴】【蝶】【结】【】【在】【细】【腰】【上】【悠】【荡】【，】【洋】【气】【】【过】【两】【天】【，】【换】【了】【花】【样】【】【两】【条】【辫】【子】【分】【了】【开】【来】【；】【左】【边】【一】【盘】【，】【右】【边】【一】【盘】【】【像】【古】【戏】【里】【的】【丫】【环】【，】【右】【边】【再】【插】【一】【把】【红】【梳】【梳】【】【俏】【。】【再】【过】【两】【天】【又】【换】【了】【】【挑】【了】【偏】【头】【缝】【，】【头】【顶】【上】【红】【头】【绳】【扎】【一】【缕】【】【顺】【下】【去】【编】【进】【了】【辫】【子】【，】【辫】【子】【左】【一】【条】【】【右】【一】【条】【，】【不】【前】【也】【不】【后】【】【额】【前】【一】【排】【齐】【齐】【的】【刘】【海】【儿】【，】【乡】【里】【妞】【似】【的】【】【倒】【显】【出】【了】【天】【真】【和】【嫩】【气】【。】【人】【的】【眼】【睛】【都】【跟】【不】【上】【她】【的】【花】【样】【】【又】【觉】【得】【她】【千】【变】【万】【化】【，】【怎】【么】【也】【抓】【不】【住】【个】【准】【模】【样】【】【像】【个】【妖】【精】【。】【可】【是】【】【怎】【么】【看】【怎】【么】【好】【。】【班】【上】【的】【小】【男】【同】【学】【人】【前】【骂】【她】【“】【骚】【样】【儿】【”】【】【“】【资】【产】【阶】【级】【样】【儿】【”】【，】【背】【后】【却】【悄】【悄】【儿】【地】【送】【她】【东】【西】【】【花】【杆】【铅】【笔】【、】【透】【明】【尺】【子】【、】【雪】【白】【的】【写】【字】【纸】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【大】【哥】【在】【钢】【琴】【前】【读】【谱】【】【大】【嫂】【在】【量】【米】【蒸】【饭】【，】【侄】【儿】【在】【搭】【积】【木】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【站】【了】【起】【来】【，】【一】【边】【扣】【风】【箱】【的】【皮】【带】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【大】【哥】【说】【：】【“】【过】【去】【的】【事】【，】【就】【不】【要】【去】【想】【了】【】【”】【 】【 】

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【说】【不】【过】【你】【们】【。】【”】【他】【说】【的】【是】【实】【话】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【去】【拿】【洗】【脸】【盆】【架】【上】【的】【脸】【盆】【，】【不】【料】【她】【已】【经】【拿】【在】【手】【里】【】【弯】【腰】【从】【水】【桶】【里】【舀】【了】【一】【勺】【水】【，】【又】【加】【了】【点】【热】【水】【让】【他】【先】【洗】【】【他】【将】【脸】【埋】【在】【温】【水】【里】【，】【屏】【住】【气】【】【水】【温】【柔】【地】【贴】【着】【脸】【，】【像】【是】【爱】【抚】【】【他】【觉】【出】【有】【一】【双】【手】【在】【给】【他】【窝】【着】【领】【子】【，】【先】【从】【颈】【后】【开】【始】【】【慢】【慢】【沿】【着】【领】【圈】【移】【到】【了】【前】【面】【，】【触】【到】【了】【他】【的】【喉】【节】【】【手】【是】【暖】【和】【而】【厚】【实】【的】【，】【指】【头】【却】【灵】【巧】【】【他】【的】【眼】【泪】【沁】【了】【出】【来】【，】【溶】【在】【水】【里】【】【心】【里】【充】【满】【了】【感】【激】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【时】【候】【】【女】【人】【却】【非】【常】【奇】【怪】【地】【不】【怎】【么】【恨】【她】【。】【虽】【然】【女】【人】【明】【知】【道】【】【如】【不】【是】【她】【，】【他】【是】【下】【不】【了】【这】【样】【的】【狠】【心】【】【她】【也】【知】【道】【，】【他】【下】【不】【了】【狠】【心】【决】【不】【因】【为】【对】【这】【个】【世】【界】【还】【有】【什】【么】【眷】【恋】【】【而】【是】【没】【有】【勇】【气】【，】【她】【是】【太】【知】【道】【这】【个】【男】【人】【了】【】【她】【也】【不】【恨】【他】【，】【这】【几】【年】【】【这】【几】【十】【年】【，】【他】【够】【苦】【的】【了】【】【心】【疼】【都】【来】【不】【及】【呢】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【城】【里】【有】【个】【小】【杂】【树】【林】【】【林】【子】【里】【天】【天】【早】【晨】【有】【人】【练】【武】【，】【吊】【嗓】【】【习】【琴】【，】【二】【胡】【哭】【似】【的】【唱】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【们】【隔】【了】【一】【大】【个】【喧】【闹】【与】【龌】【龊】【的】【场】【子】【，】【默】【默】【地】【对】【望】【着】【】【灵】【魂】【脱】【出】【了】【躯】【壳】【，】【飞】【越】【了】【障】【碍】【】【紧】【紧】【地】【拥】【抱】【了】【。】【他】【们】【都】【体】【验】【到】【了】【这】【拥】【抱】【】【这】【拥】【抱】【是】【前】【所】【未】【有】【的】【销】【魂】【，】【前】【所】【未】【有】【的】【动】【人】【心】【魄】【】【痛】【苦】【与】【隔】【离】【反】【将】【他】【们】【拉】【拢】【了】【，】【原】【来】【逢】【场】【做】【戏】【的】【事】【】【如】【今】【终】【于】【弄】【假】【成】【真】【，】【他】【们】【是】【真】【爱】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【女】【孩】【儿】【对】【妈】【说】【，】【她】【要】【结】【婚】【了】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【大】【哥】【说】【：】【“】【过】【去】【的】【事】【】【就】【不】【要】【去】【想】【了】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【骑】【着】【车】【在】【后】【面】【慢】【慢】【地】【跟】【着】【】【不】【由】【跟】【出】【了】【很】【長】【一】【段】【路】【，】【忽】【然】【发】【现】【早】【错】【了】【方】【向】【】【才】【调】【转】【了】【车】【頭】【。】【心】【里】【咬】【牙】【切】【齿】【地】【骂】【】【骂】【自】【己】【丢】【了】【魂】【。】【回】【到】【镓】【】【男】【人】【问】【她】【怎】【么】【比】【平】【时】【晚】【了】【，】【她】【只】【说】【开】【会】【】【兩】【人】【吃】【了】【午】【饭】【，】【又】【搂】【着】【睡】【了】【一】【会】【儿】【午】【觉】【】【他】【们】【連】【午】【觉】【都】【是】【搂】【着】【，】【慢】【慢】【地】【都】【沁】【出】【了】【汗】【】【湿】【漉】【漉】【嘚】【。】【她】【的】【手】【贴】【在】【男】【人】【汗】【湿】【的】【背】【心】【上】【】【一】【下】【一】【下】【哋】【抚】【摸】【，】【那】【汗】【溽】【湿】【了】【手】【心】【】【她】【想】【起】【了】【他】【的】【汗】【迹】【，】【那】【汗】【迹】【这】【会】【儿】【想】【到】【】【有】【了】【一】【股】【神】【圣】【味】【道】【。】【男】【囚】【和】【男】【人】【是】【很】【不】【一】【样】【的】【】【她】【渐】【渐】【地】【走】【了】【神】【，】【一】【點】【睡】【意】【也】【没】【了】【】【闹】【钟】【响】【起】【时】【，】【男】【人】【努】【力】【睁】【开】【眼】【聙】【】【却】【见】【她】【精】【神】【抖】【擞】【地】【望】【着】【天】【花】【板】【，】【不】【觉】【奇】【怪】【】【问】【她】【怎】【么】【不】【睡】【，】【她】【回】【答】【说】【】【已】【经】【醒】【了】【。】【两】【人】【僦】【起】【来】【洗】【了】【脸】【各】【自】【上】【班】【去】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【抱】【住】【了】【她】【的】【脖】【子】【，】【软】【软】【的】【胳】【膊】【】【紧】【紧】【地】【围】【住】【她】【的】【颈】【项】【。】【他】【觉】【得】【好】【像】【是】【很】【早】【很】【早】【的】【幼】【年】【】【抱】【住】【母】【亲】【的】【脖】【子】【似】【的】【。】【 】

【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【将】【他】【俩】【的】【身】【子】【缠】【了】【起】【来】【】【她】【一】【道】【一】【道】【地】【缠】【着】【毛】【线】【绳】【子】【，】【温】【存】【地】【问】【道】【：】【“】【疼】【不】【疼】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【宅】【子】【从】【未】【有】【过】【地】【美】【丽】【和】【辉】【煌】【，】【像】【一】【座】【宫】【殿】【】【在】【它】【葬】【身】【的】【时】【刻】【，】【那】【阴】【森】【惨】【淡】【一】【扫】【而】【空】【】【似】【乎】【它】【的】【自】【下】【而】【上】【便】【是】【为】【了】【毁】【去】【，】【它】【几】【十】【年】【的】【阴】【惨】【就】【为】【了】【这】【一】【刻】【的】【灿】【烂】【】【火】【焰】【勾】【出】【房】【屋】【的】【轮】【廓】【，】【衬】【着】【深】【蓝】【的】【夜】【幕】【】【周】【围】【飞】【舞】【著】【漆】【黑】【的】【灰】【烬】【，】【幽】【灵】【似】【的】【】【无】【声】【地】【唱】【着】【挽】【歌】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【也】【起】【来】【了】【】【呆】【呆】【地】【坐】【在】【床】【上】【，】【坐】【了】【一】【会】【儿】【】【然】【后】【就】【下】【来】【，】【迭】【被】【、】【扫】【床】【】【吃】【早】【饭】【时】【，】【她】【小】【心】【地】【问】【道】【：】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【给】【你】【呢】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【手】【里】【握】【着】【扫】【床】【的】【笤】【帚】【，】【轻】【轻】【拄】【着】【床】【沿】【】【等】【待】【着】【。】【那】【等】【待】【里】【包】【含】【着】【威】【逼】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【停】【了】【一】【会】【儿】【，】【他】【抬】【起】【头】【】【看】【见】【了】【她】【，】【微】【微】【一】【惊】【】【问】【道】【：】【“】【找】【我】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【时】【候】【】【女】【人】【却】【非】【常】【奇】【怪】【哋】【不】【怎】【么】【恨】【她】【。】【虽】【然】【女】【人】【明】【知】【道】【】【如】【不】【是】【她】【，】【怹】【是】【下】【不】【了】【这】【样】【的】【狠】【心】【】【她】【也】【知】【道】【，】【他】【下】【不】【了】【狠】【心】【决】【不】【因】【为】【对】【这】【个】【世】【界】【还】【有】【什】【么】【眷】【恋】【】【而】【是】【沒】【有】【勇】【气】【，】【她】【是】【太】【知】【道】【这】【个】【男】【人】【了】【】【她】【也】【不】【恨】【怹】【，】【这】【几】【年】【】【这】【几】【十】【年】【，】【他】【够】【苦】【的】【了】【】【心】【疼】【都】【來】【不】【及】【呢】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【啦】【】【啦】【，】【啦】【】【啦】【…】【…】【”】【她】【将】【钱】【找】【了】【。】【从】【头】【至】【尾】【没】【有】【停】【止】【歌】【唱】【】【却】【始】【终】【沒】【有】【说】【一】【句】【话】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【女】【人】【连】【哭】【都】【不】【会】【了】【】【心】【里】【又】【是】【恨】【又】【是】【怨】【又】【是】【悔】【，】【如】【若】【不】【来】【此】【地】【】【或】【许】【什】【么】【都】【不】【会】【发】【生】【。】【可】【是】【来】【已】【来】【了】【】【说】【这】【些】【又】【有】【何】【用】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【说】【：】【“】【我】【爱】【】【不】【可】【以】【吗】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【虽】【不】【回】【头】【】【却】【感】【觉】【到】【他】【的】【目】【光】【，】【觉】【得】【颈】【后】【热】【辣】【辣】【的】【一】【片】【】【眼】【前】【又】【浮】【现】【那】【一】【片】【不】【断】【扩】【大】【的】【汗】【迹】【，】【忽】【觉】【得】【有】【一】【种】【亲】【近】【】【慢】【慢】【地】【袭】【进】【心】【来】【。】【她】【便】【一】【直】【没】【有】【回】【头】【活】【捉】【他】【的】【眼】【睛】【】【由】【他】【怯】【生】【生】【地】【移】【开】【目】【光】【，】【颈】【上】【便】【凉】【沁】【沁】【的】【】【有】【了】【一】【片】【空】【白】【似】【的】【。】【直】【到】【散】【会】【】【那】【空】【白】【还】【留】【在】【颈】【上】【，】【倒】【叫】【她】【有】【些】【惦】【念】【】【她】【站】【起】【身】【，】【走】【过】【他】【的】【身】【边】【】【极】【其】【随】【和】【地】【请】【求】【了】【一】【句】【：】【“】【帮】【我】【把】【椅】【子】【送】【回】【房】【间】【好】【吗】【？】【”】【她】【的】【眼】【睛】【恳】【切】【地】【望】【着】【他】【】【他】【便】【不】【好】【拒】【绝】【，】【替】【她】【拎】【了】【椅】【子】【上】【了】【二】【楼】【】【进】【了】【打】【字】【室】【，】【放】【下】【了】【】【这】【是】【小】【小】【的】【一】【间】【，】【只】【一】【扇】【窗】【户】【】【对】【着】【一】【扇】【门】【，】【墙】【上】【挂】【了】【电】【影】【明】【星】【的】【年】【历】【】【屋】【角】【有】【一】【个】【脸】【盆】【架】【，】【搭】【了】【粉】【红】【色】【的】【毛】【巾】【】【架】【下】【是】【两】【只】【塑】【料】【壳】【的】【热】【水】【瓶】【，】【一】【只】【绿】【的】【】【一】【只】【红】【的】【。】【

】【江】【边】【码】【头】【】【汽】【笛】【鸣】【着】【。】【船】【渐】【渐】【地】【远】【了】【】【却】【还】【看】【得】【见】【大】【哥】【在】【向】【他】【挥】【手】【。】【他】【的】【眼】【睛】【模】【糊】【了】【】【看】【那】【长】【江】【便】【成】【了】【朦】【朦】【胧】【胧】【的】【一】【片】【白】【水】【，】【船】【成】【了】【个】【黑】【点】【】【大】【哥】【却】【还】【在】【挥】【手】【。】【他】【也】【想】【挥】【手】【】【可】【是】【他】【害】【羞】【，】【不】【习】【惯】【做】【这】【种】【夸】【张】【表】【达】【】【心】【里】【充】【满】【了】【温】【情】【和】【感】【动】【，】【压】【抑】【得】【喘】【不】【过】【气】【来】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【从】【那】【名】【副】【其】【实】【的】【花】【果】【山】【朝】【西】【去】【三】【百】【里】【，】【有】【个】【新】【新】【的】【小】【城】【】【小】【得】【只】【算】【得】【上】【个】【县】【，】【却】【是】【个】【新】【县】【】【外】【帮】【人】【极】【多】【，】【南】【腔】【北】【调】【地】【说】【着】【普】【通】【话】【】【普】【通】【话】【成】【了】【南】【腔】【北】【调】【。】【明】【明】【是】【离】【黄】【海】【近】【】【偏】【偏】【叫】【了】【个】【青】【海】【，】【与】【那】【大】【西】【北】【的】【青】【海】【省】【重】【了】【名】【不】【说】【】【也】【名】【不】【副】【实】【啊】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【爷】【爷】【的】【心】【血】【啊】【！】【”】【父】【亲】【哭】【道】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【考】【什】【么】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】