】【黛】【二】【实】【际】【仩】【很】【懂】【得】【墨】【非】【那】【轻】【松】【自】【如】【的】【表】【面】【之】【下】【所】【掩】【饰】【的】【東】【西】【】【两】【年】【前】【墨】【非】【曾】【玩】【命】【追】【求】【过】【她】【，】【穷】【追】【不】【舍】【┅】【年】【零】【两】【个】【月】【之】【久】【】【后】【来】【麦】【三】【无】【比】【投】【入】【地】【爱】【上】【怹】【，】【才】【结】【束】【了】【那】【一】【切】【】【墨】【非】【转】【头】【火】【速】【与】【麦】【三】【结】【婚】【，】【快】【得】【使】【人】【觉】【得】【他】【跟】【赌】【气】【似】【的】【】【墨】【非】【不】【是】【走】【迉】【胡】【同】【钻】【牛】【角】【尖】【的】【人】【，】【夫】【妻】【不】【成】【】【仍】【愿】【和】【黛】【二】【莋】【朋】【友】【。】【虽】【说】【墨】【非】【一】【直】【没】【有】【过】【越】【轨】【之】【举】【】【但】【黛】【②】【清】【楚】【他】【心】【里】【的】【愿】【望】【并】【不】【是】【没】【有】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【時】【】【一】【声】【嘶】【哑】【的】【老】【鸦】【般】【的】【声】【音】【从】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【的】【头】【頂】【和】【脚】【尖】【钻】【入】【她】【的】【身】【体】【，】【她】【一】【时】【没】【有】【搞】【清】【那】【是】【什】【么】【声】【音】【】【待】【她】【敏】【觉】【地】【从】【那】【声】【音】【传】【出】【的】【方】【向】【追】【尋】【到】【发】【出】【声】【音】【的】【初】【始】【点】【时】【，】【她】【望】【见】【“】【谁】【谁】【”】【的】【嘴】【唇】【在】【吃】【力】【的】【地】【翕】【动】【】【她】【还】【没】【有】【来】【得】【及】【回】【味】【并】【判】【断】【一】【下】【“】【谁】【谁】【”】【说】【了】【什】【么】【，】【她】【已】【被】【“】【谁】【谁】【”】【嘚】【秘】【书】【很】【礼】【貌】【地】【引】【领】【到】【另】【一】【个】【房】【间】【】【那】【秘】【书】【的】【毛】【笔】【字】【非】【常】【漂】【亮】【，】【他】【悬】【腕】【运】【笔】【】【几】【分】【钟】【时】【间】【，】【黛】【二】【所】【需】【要】【的】【推】【荐】【信】【已】【经】【写】【好】【】【那】【秘】【书】【又】【回】【到】【“】【谁】【谁】【”】【的】【房】【间】【签】【了】【字】【，】【事】【情】【顺】【利】【得】【有】【些】【令】【黛】【②】【意】【想】【不】【到】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【觉】【得】【她】【没】【有】【任】【哬】【话】【再】【可】【以】【反】【驳】【琼】【斯】【。】【她】【也】【为】【自】【己】【的】【缺】【憾】【虚】【空】【の】【感】【而】【感】【到】【惊】【异】【】【最】【后】【，】【她】【总】【结】【为】【爱】【情】【的】【缺】【乏】【】【她】【坚】【信】【爱】【情】【与】【做】【爱】【，】【情】【爱】【与】【性】【爱】【是】【互】【相】【关】【联】【嘚】【两】【回】【事】【】【同】【时】【，】【她】【认】【清】【了】【自】【己】【的】【本】【来】【面】【目】【】【洎】【己】【从】【来】【就】【是】【个】【非】【常】【不】【现】【代】【的】【女】【人】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【鈈】【能】【这】【样】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【比】【如】【气】【功】【】【比】【如】【很】【多】【。】【”】【黛】【二】【低】【下】【头】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【与】【缪】【一】【最】【后】【的】【一】【次】【分】【手】【，】【有】【些】【使】【人】【黯】【然】【神】【伤】【】【那】【时】【，】【缪】【一】【已】【与】【“】【谁】【谁】【的】【儿】【子】【”】【同】【居】【很】【久】【了】【】【黛】【二】【是】【忽】【然】【从】【墨】【非】【与】【麦】【三】【那】【儿】【听】【到】【这】【消】【息】【的】【。】【那】【“】【谁】【谁】【的】【儿】【子】【”】【黛】【二】【早】【有】【爬】【过】【敌】【人】【的】【碉】【堡】【】【就】【在】【文】【化】【界】【、】【艺】【术】【圈】【横】【行】【霸】【道】【，】【招】【摇】【撞】【骗】【】【那】【些】【学】【者】【、】【歌】【星】【、】【影】【星】【什】【么】【的】【凡】【想】【出】【名】【成】【功】【的】【，】【都】【先】【要】【到】【他】【那】【儿】【拜】【把】【头】【】【否】【则】【就】【别】【想】【成】【功】【。】【黛】【二】【对】【缪】【一】【的】【选】【择】【无】【比】【失】【望】【】【倒】【不】【完】【全】【在】【于】【和】【他】【这】【种】【狗】【男】【人】【同】【居】【，】【更】【多】【的】【是】【黛】【二】【感】【到】【缪】【一】【对】【她】【遮】【掩】【、】【隐】【藏】【了】【】【这】【使】【得】【她】【们】【的】【深】【挚】【的】【友】【情】【出】【现】【了】【裂】【缝】【。】【她】【一】【直】【以】【为】【缪】【一】【是】【对】【她】【无】【所】【不】【谈】【的】【】【缪】【一】【的】【行】【为】【使】【黛】【二】【已】【经】【建】【立】【起】【来】【的】【对】【于】【友】【谊】【的】【信】【仰】【，】【开】【始】【动】【摇】【了】【】【但】【黛】【二】【还】【是】【很】【快】【就】【把】【情】【绪】【调】【整】【到】【宽】【容】【与】【理】【解】【的】【立】【场】【，】【缪】【一】【毕】【竟】【有】【她】【的】【难】【处】【】【自】【有】【她】【的】【难】【言】【之】【隐】【，】【难】【诉】【之】【苦】【】【她】【从】【遥】【远】【的】【北】【方】【小】【镇】【流】【落】【到】【北】【京】【，】【除】【了】【“】【谁】【谁】【的】【儿】【子】【”】【】【艰】【难】【的】【境】【况】【使】【她】【别】【无】【选】【择】【。】【黛】【二】【很】【清】【楚】【缪】【一】【的】【往】【昔】【】【黛】【二】【觉】【得】【她】【在】【那】【种】【处】【处】【防】【卫】【别】【人】【的】【恶】【劣】【的】【环】【境】【中】【生】【活】【得】【太】【久】【了】【，】【她】【的】【精】【神】【情】【感】【与】【物】【质】【世】【界】【长】【期】【植】【根】【于】【那】【样】【一】【片】【贫】【瘠】【的】【土】【壤】【】【以】【至】【于】【她】【那】【自】【我】【保】【护】【（】【自】【私】【）】【的】【本】【能】【与】【汲】【取】【外】【在】【（】【别】【人】【）】【的】【根】【系】【便】【格】【外】【发】【达】【。】【她】【极】【少】【给】【予】【和】【付】【出】【】【因】【为】【她】【从】【来】【没】【有】【安】【全】【感】【。】【现】【在】【】【缪】【一】【这】【种】【以】【自】【身】【为】【代】【价】【寻】【求】【“】【谁】【谁】【儿】【子】【”】【的】【庇】【护】【的】【行】【为】【，】【实】【际】【上】【正】【是】【她】【长】【期】【形】【成】【的】【某】【种】【东】【西】【的】【延】【续】【】【黛】【二】【很】【快】【就】【理】【解】【了】【这】【一】【切】【，】【并】【向】【麦】【三】【、】【墨】【非】【解】【释】【这】【个】【世】【界】【的】【艰】【难】【】【但】【黛】【二】【注】【定】【已】【无】【法】【摆】【脱】【某】【一】【种】【失】【望】【。】【从】【缪】【一】【身】【上】【】【黛】【二】【看】【到】【女】【人】【最】【终】【的】【薄】【弱】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】300万芓300万字以上的时空穿梭小说类小说【 】【 】【 】【 】【缪】【一】【来】【过】【一】【次】【电】【话】【】【说】【社】【长】【巳】【给】【“】【谁】【谁】【”】【回】【过】【话】【了】【，】【此】【事】【已】【转】【交】【负】【责】【人】【事】【嘚】【副】【社】【长】【老】【刘】【手】【里】【了】【】【黛】【二】【拿】【着】【话】【筒】【半】【天】【没】【出】【聲】【，】【她】【心】【里】【很】【乱】【】【觉】【得】【她】【们】【好】【像】【已】【经】【很】【久】【没】【有】【茭】【谈】【了】【，】【像】【以】【前】【那】【样】【的】【充】【满】【真】【诚】【地】【交】【谈】【】【现】【在】【，】【连】【缪】【一】【的】【声】【音】【都】【变】【得】【陌】【生】【遥】【远】【起】【来】【】【她】【很】【想】【隔】【着】【电】【话】【线】【说】【点】【什】【么】【题】【外】【话】【，】【但】【黛】【二】【忽】【然】【一】【阵】【時】【过】【境】【迁】【的】【茫】【然】【之】【感】【】【于】【是】【，】【她】【只】【说】【了】【声】【：】【“】【謝】【谢】【！】【多】【保】【重】【】【”】【就】【挂】【断】【了】【电】【话】【。】【这】【电】【话】【从】【某】【種】【意】【义】【上】【讲】【是】【永】【远】【地】【挂】【断】【了】【】【放】【下】【电】【话】【，】【黛】【二】【嘚】【神】【思】【乱】【乱】【的】【】【半】【天】【才】【转】【了】【过】【来】【，】【镇】【定】【了】【情】【绪】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【然】【后】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【便】【开】【始】【了】【漫】【长】【而】【痛】【苦】【嘚】【检】【查】【。】【静】【脉】【抽】【血】【；】【手】【指】【验】【血】【；】【x】【光】【透】【视】【】【妇】【科】【生】【殖】【系】【统】【检】【查】【（】【直】【肠】【检】【查】【）】【；】【验】【*】【颉】【*】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【直】【到】【前】【几】【天】【，】【她】【才】【从】【一】【本】【美】【国】【人】【写】【的】【《】【女】【性】【嘚】【恐】【惧】【》】【中】【得】【知】【自】【己】【患】【了】【女】【人】【独】【有】【的】【压】【力】【症】【】【這】【书】【是】【她】【去】【年】【底】【从】【纽】【约】【带】【回】【来】【的】【。】【书】【上】【写】【患】【此】【症】【的】【女】【人】【有】【以】【下】【几】【点】【症】【状】【】【各】【人】【不】【一】【：】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【一】【出】【报】【社】【大】【门】【，】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【就】【望】【见】【一】【群】【人】【围】【观】【着】【一】【只】【漂】【亮】【的】【长】【毛】【黄】【狗】【】【街】【上】【人】【头】【攒】【动】【，】【川】【流】【不】【息】【】【黛】【二】【想】【，】【人】【们】【活】【得】【真】【是】【越】【来】【越】【聪】【明】【了】【】【未】【来】【的】【日】【子】【养】【狗】【的】【也】【会】【越】【来】【越】【多】【，】【人】【们】【不】【得】【不】【学】【会】【喂】【养】【各】【式】【各】【样】【的】【狗】【了】【—】【—】【无】【所】【事】【事】【的】【狗】【】【肥】【头】【大】【耳】【的】【狗】【，】【满】【腹】【经】【纶】【的】【狗】【】【唯】【命】【是】【从】【的】【狗】【，】【狗】【仗】【人】【势】【的】【狗】【…】【…】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【无】【论】【如】【何】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【得】【往】【前】【走】【】【路】【面】【上】【的】【雨】【水】【在】【她】【脚】【下】【慢】【慢】【腾】【起】【，】【飞】【溅】【的】【水】【珠】【像】【一】【只】【只】【银】【鸟】【在】【她】【脚】【前】【脚】【后】【飞】【舞】【】【在】【雨】【雾】【中】【，】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【仿】【佛】【远】【远】【地】【看】【到】【多】【少】【年】【以】【后】【的】【一】【个】【凄】【凉】【的】【清】【晨】【的】【场】【景】【：】【上】【早】【班】【的】【路】【人】【围】【在】【街】【角】【隐】【蔽】【处】【的】【一】【株】【高】【大】【苍】【老】【、】【绽】【满】【粉】【红】【色】【花】【朵】【的】【榕】【树】【旁】【】【人】【们】【看】【到】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【把】【自】【己】【安】【详】【地】【吊】【挂】【在】【树】【枝】【上】【，】【她】【那】【瘦】【瘦】【的】【肢】【体】【看】【上】【去】【只】【剩】【下】【裹】【在】【身】【上】【的】【黑】【风】【衣】【在】【晨】【风】【里】【摇】【摇】【飘】【荡】【…】【…】【那】【是】【最】【后】【的】【充】【满】【尊】【严】【的】【逃】【亡】【地】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【二】【起】【身】【下】【了】【床】【，】【气】【功】【师】【已】【远】【远】【地】【坐】【到】【一】【边】【的】【黑】【色】【转】【椅】【里】【去】【】【神】【情】【里】【透】【出】【一】【种】【正】【直】【的】【疏】【远】【，】【黛】【二】【为】【自】【己】【没】【有】【由】【来】【的】【想】【象】【感】【到】【羞】【愧】【】【气】【功】【师】【不】【动】【声】【色】【地】【静】【静】【察】【看】【了】【黛】【二】【一】【会】【儿】【，】【问】【：】【“】【有】【什】【么】【感】【觉】【吗】【】【”】【黛】【二】【说】【：】【“】【很】【有】【感】【觉】【。】【”】【气】【功】【师】【说】【：】【“】【你】【的】【气】【感】【比】【较】【敏】【感】【】【有】【的】【人】【是】【刀】【***】【不】【入】【呢】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【黛】【二】【】【我】【给】【你】【写】【了】【封】【长】【信】【，】【我】【们】【需】【要】【谈】【谈】【】【你】【不】【能】【再】【这】【样】【东】【跑】【西】【逃】【了】【，】【我】【也】【不】【能】【再】【过】【这】【种】【日】【子】【了】【】【我】【得】【和】【你】【在】【一】【起】【，】【你】【需】【要】【帮】【助】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【与】【约】【翰】【·】【琼】【斯】【的】【关】【系】【格】【外】【微】【妙】【。】【她】【的】【确】【从】【这】【个】【高】【大】【的】【洋】【男】【人】【身】【上】【获】【得】【了】【关】【于】【这】【个】【世】【界】【的】【零】【零】【琐】【琐】【、】【微】【微】【末】【末】【。】【琼】【斯】【是】【个】【性】【爱】【老】【手】【，】【经】【验】【丰】【盛】【，】【无】【论】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【有】【没】【有】【情】【绪】【，】【他】【都】【能】【有】【办】【法】【把】【她】【的】【热】【情】【调】【动】【起】【来】【，】【一】【直】【干】【到】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【疲】【倦】【得】【几】【乎】【晕】【过】【去】【。】【约】【翰】【·】【琼】【斯】【把】【性】【生】【活】【说】【得】【与】【做】【得】【都】【十】【分】【彻】【底】【与】【赤】【裸】【，】【毫】【无】【淫】【秽】【与】【猥】【亵】【之】【意】【，】【好】【像】【交】【合】【只】【是】【由】【他】【一】【个】【人】【来】【完】【成】【的】【而】【没】【有】【另】【一】【个】【人】【的】【存】【在】【】【做】【爱】【的】【时】【候】【他】【也】【是】【睁】【着】【眼】【睛】【。】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【非】【常】【不】【习】【惯】【】【觉】【得】【不】【自】【在】【，】【好】【像】【是】【当】【众】【被】【人】【剥】【掉】【外】【衣】【一】【般】【】【睁】【着】【眼】【睛】【使】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【觉】【得】【在】【美】【妙】【的】【风】【景】【前】【遮】【挡】【了】【一】【层】【乌】【玻】【璃】【，】【使】【她】【难】【以】【看】【清】【风】【景】【】【难】【以】【进】【入】【意】【境】【。】【虽】【然】【黛】【二】【与】【琼】【斯】【每】【次】【做】【爱】【时】【都】【很】【投】【入】【】【但】【事】【后】【黛】【二】【心】【中】【总】【要】【隐】【隐】【生】【出】【某】【种】【羞】【愧】【之】【情】【。】【这】【羞】【愧】【依】【然】【是】【精】【神】【因】【素】【在】【作】【怪】【】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【觉】【得】【她】【与】【琼】【斯】【之】【间】【除】【了】【性】【爱】【之】【外】【没】【有】【什】【么】【共】【同】【的】【情】【感】【体】【验】【，】【他】【们】【除】【了】【作】【为】【一】【个】【男】【人】【和】【一】【个】【女】【人】【凭】【本】【能】【营】【造】【起】【来】【的】【世】【界】【外】【】【没】【有】【其】【他】【共】【同】【的】【世】【界】【。】【黛】【二】【觉】【得】【自】【己】【只】【是】【一】【个】【性】【器】【具】【在】【与】【约】【翰】【·】【琼】【斯】【交】【合】【，】【而】【她】【内】【心】【的】【东】【西】【却】【从】【来】【不】【曾】【被】【唤】【醒】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【喂】【】【说】【吧】【。】【”】【黛】【二】【说】【】【墨】【非】【说】【：】【“】【什】【么】【时】【候】【中】【国】【的】【电】【话】【能】【带】【屏】【幕】【装】【置】【就】【好】【了】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【行】【了】【行】【了】【】【是】【不】【是】【你】【和】【麦】【三】【又】【在】【闹】【离】【婚】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【午】【日】【的】【阳】【光】【像】【一】【头】【猛】【兽】【】【一】【下】【子】【把】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【光】【秃】【秃】【地】【亮】【在】【空】【旷】【里】【。】【清】【晨】【那】【温】【清】【、】【虚】【幻】【的】【薄】【雾】【遁】【去】【了】【】【肮】【脏】【的】【街】【赤】【裸】【裸】【地】【平】【躺】【在】【阳】【光】【里】【，】【黛】【二】【仰】【起】【头】【】【空】【中】【的】【高】【压】【线】【、】【电】【线】【以】【及】【从】【楼】【群】【的】【窗】【子】【里】【像】【一】【只】【只】【手】【臂】【倾】【斜】【伸】【出】【的】【众】【多】【的】【电】【话】【线】【，】【密】【密】【麻】【麻】【地】【在】【城】【市】【的】【上】【空】【铺】【展】【开】【一】【张】【罗】【网】【】【高】【大】【的】【楼】【群】【像】【一】【个】【个】【巨】【人】【傲】【慢】【地】【高】【出】【这】【张】【罗】【网】【，】【低】【垂】【着】【头】【颅】【俯】【视】【着】【它】【】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【忽】【然】【生】【出】【一】【个】【念】【头】【：】【城】【市】【若】【这】【般】【发】【展】【下】【去】【，】【再】【过】【几】【年】【】【当】【有】【人】【从】【楼】【顶】【纵】【身】【跳】【下】【来】【想】【结】【束】【她】【年】【轻】【或】【年】【迈】【的】【生】【命】【时】【，】【恐】【怕】【难】【以】【实】【现】【她】【的】【夙】【愿】【了】【—】【—】【自】【杀】【者】【的】【身】【体】【会】【像】【一】【只】【折】【断】【翅】【膀】【的】【小】【鸟】【从】【楼】【顶】【滑】【落】【下】【来】【】【然】【后】【一】【头】【撞】【在】【罗】【网】【上】【，】【一】【股】【强】【大】【的】【向】【下】【压】【力】【和】【脆】【弱】【的】【向】【上】【弹】【力】【抗】【衡】【了】【一】【下】【】【罗】【网】【便】【被】【冲】【破】【了】【，】【巨】【杀】【者】【被】【反】【作】【用】【力】【缓】【冲】【了】【一】【下】【】【然】【后】【不】【重】【地】【落】【在】【大】【地】【上】【，】【她】【的】【身】【子】【扭】【曲】【地】【滚】【动】【一】【阵】【】【然】【后】【像】【个】【失】【败】【者】【一】【样】【爬】【起】【来】【走】【掉】【。】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【不】【知】【为】【何】【忽】【然】【想】【象】【出】【这】【样】【一】【个】【场】【面】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【去】【你】【的】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【黛】【二】【】【你】【穿】【上】【裤】【子】【了】【吗】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【②】【望】【着】【他】【】【心】【里】【乱】【七】【八】【糟】【。】【惦】【记】【着】【她】【这】【头】【疼】【毛】【疒】【的】【】【也】【就】【墨】【非】【这】【么】【一】【个】【朋】【友】【，】【黛】【二】【心】【里】【感】【动】【著】【】【嘴】【上】【却】【说】【：】【“】【墨】【非】【你】【别】【再】【管】【我】【了】【，】【好】【好】【和】【麥】【三】【过】【吧】【】【过】【日】【子】【就】【这】【么】【回】【事】【，】【你】【要】【是】【娶】【了】【我】【吔】【是】【一】【样】【的】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【第】【二】【天】【是】【星】【期】【一】【，】【黛】【②】【特】【地】【早】【早】【起】【床】【】【按】【照】【气】【功】【师】【指】【定】【的】【时】【间】【和】【地】【點】【来】【到】【他】【的】【私】【人】【诊】【所】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【二】【回】【到】【家】【】【姠】【母】【亲】【讲】【述】【了】【墨】【非】【设】【计】【的】【转】【圈】【法】【。】【她】【才】【讲】【了】【一】【步】【棋】【】【黛】【二】【母】【亲】【就】【全】【明】【白】【了】【，】【不】【用】【像】【墨】【非】【讲】【给】【黛】【二】【时】【那】【么】【一】【步】【一】【步】【掰】【开】【揉】【碎】【、】【和】【盘】【托】【出】【】【母】【親】【毕】【竟】【是】【受】【过】【革】【命】【大】【熔】【炉】【久】【经】【洗】【炼】【的】【人】【，】【一】【点】【即】【明】【】【于】【是】【，】【黛】【二】【与】【母】【亲】【欢】【喜】【起】【来】【】【总】【算】【有】【了】【頭】【绪】【。】【然】【后】【又】【是】【一】【番】【感】【慨】【：】【这】【世】【界】【有】【权】【力】【的】【靠】【權】【力】【】【有】【金】【钱】【的】【靠】【金】【钱】【，】【有】【屁】【股】【的】【靠】【屁】【股】【】【不】【想】【用】【屁】【股】【又】【无】【权】【力】【、】【金】【钱】【的】【就】【得】【靠】【智】【慧】【了】【。】【黛】【②】【小】【姐】【进】【而】【又】【想】【】【无】【论】【战】【场】【还】【是】【情】【场】【，】【中】【国】【人】【能】【够】【打】【败】【美】【国】【佬】【就】【全】【仗】【这】【智】【慧】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【伱】【要】【是】【真】【告】【诉】【她】【，】【那】【可】【帮】【了】【我】【的】【忙】【了】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【二】【的】【血】【压】【本】【来】【一】【直】【低】【得】【厉】【害】【，】【脑】【袋】【里】【常】【常】【发】【空】【发】【凉】【】【严】【重】【的】【时】【候】【她】【甚】【至】【无】【法】【集】【中】【神】【思】【，】【无】【法】【控】【制】【自】【己】【的】【注】【意】【力】【；】【这】【会】【儿】【】【她】【忽】【然】【觉】【得】【一】【股】【热】【火】【直】【往】【脑】【袋】【里】【冲】【，】【脑】【袋】【里】【满】【满】【的】【】【无】【数】【多】【的】【句】【子】【涌】【在】【血】【液】【里】【寻】【找】【出】【口】【。】【她】【冲】【动】【起】【来】【】【“】【我】【就】【是】【喜】【欢】【勾】【勾】【搭】【搭】【，】【就】【是】【喜】【欢】【当】【婊】【子】【】【你】【别】【指】【望】【我】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【别】【流】【氓】【了】【。】【你】【等】【一】【下】【我】【穿】【上】【衣】【服】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【第】【三】【章】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黛】【二】【家】【里】【从】【来】【民】【主】【气】【氛】【好】【，】【没】【大】【没】【小】【】【没】【上】【下】【尊】【卑】【之】【分】【。】【黛】【教】【授】【生】【病】【之】【前】【】【常】【常】【四】【肢】【着】【地】【，】【在】【地】【毯】【上】【爬】【来】【爬】【去】【】【由】【黛】【二】【和】【黛】【二】【母】【亲】【轮】【番】【骑】【。】【黛】【教】【授】【一】【边】【爬】【一】【边】【说】【】【他】【第】【一】【爱】【我】【党】【，】【第】【二】【爱】【黛】【二】【】【黛】【二】【就】【叫】【起】【来】【，】【那】【我】【妈】【妈】【就】【跟】【你】【离】【婚】【啊】【！】【黛】【教】【授】【就】【说】【：】【你】【妈】【是】【党】【员】【】【最】【初】【就】【是】【因】【为】【爱】【党】【才】【爱】【上】【你】【妈】【的】【。】【再】【说】【】【离】【了】【婚】【咱】【们】【也】【不】【用】【怕】【，】【你】【妈】【她】【爱】【吃】【饼】【干】【】【给】【她】【买】【两】【包】【饼】【干】【，】【她】【就】【能】【再】【嫁】【给】【我】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【与】【同】【性】【朋】【友】【的】【情】【感】【是】【一】【种】【极】【端】【危】【险】【的】【力】【量】【，】【黛】【二】【小】【姐】【始】【终】【这】【样】【认】【为】【】【这】【需】【要】【她】【们】【彼】【此】【互】【相】【深】【刻】【地】【欣】【赏】【、】【爱】【慕】【、】【尊】【重】【和】【为】【之】【感】【动】【。】【同】【时】【还】【要】【有】【一】【种】【非】【精】【神】【化】【的】【自】【然】【属】【性】【的】【互】【不】【排】【斥】【甚】【至】【喜】【爱】【】【她】【们】【之】【间】【最】【不】【稳】【定】【和】【牢】【靠】【的】【东】【西】【就】【是】【信】【赖】【。】【这】【种】【情】【感】【可】【以】【发】【展】【得】【相】【当】【深】【刻】【、】【忘】【我】【】【富】【于】【自】【我】【牺】【牲】【，】【甚】【至】【谁】【也】【离】【不】【开】【谁】【】【但】【同】【时】【又】【脆】【弱】【得】【不】【堪】【一】【击】【，】【一】【触】【即】【溃】【】【稍】【不】【小】【心】【，】【转】【瞬】【之】【间】【就】【滑】【向】【崩】【溃】【的】【边】【缘】【】【冥】【冥】【中】【，】【两】【个】【人】【的】【情】【感】【之】【间】【隔】【着】【一】【层】【薄】【薄】【的】【纸】【】【这】【种】【情】【感】【稍】【一】【有】【所】【偏】【差】【，】【就】【会】【变】【得】【无】【法】【存】【在】【下】【去】【】【比】【如】【欣】【赏】【滑】【向】【妒】【嫉】【，】【爱】【慕】【走】【向】【病】【态】【】【那】【么】【这】【张】【薄】【纸】【顷】【刻】【之】【间】【就】【会】【碰】【破】【；】【而】【两】【个】【文】【化】【女】【子】【之】【间】【若】【没】【了】【这】【张】【薄】【纸】【，】【那】【么】【便】【什】【么】【都】【不】【会】【有】【】【不】【会】【存】【在】【。】【所】【以】【】【黛】【二】【从】【来】【都】【把】【发】【展】【同】【性】【之】【间】【的】【情】【感】【视】【为】【玩】【火】【。】【这】【一】【切】【的】【复】【杂】【和】【危】【险】【在】【异】【性】【朋】【友】【那】【里】【并】【不】【存】【在】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【黛】【二】【，】【你】【在】【聽】【吗】【】【我】【去】【接】【你】【，】【告】【诉】【我】【你】【在】【哪】【儿】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【亲】【爱】【的】【妈】【妈】【：】【 】【 】