【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【不】【知】【道】【应】【该】【怎】【么】【回】【答】【】【 】【 】【“】【难】【道】【是】【觉】【得】【她】【走】【路】【的】【样】【子】【好】【看】【，】【一】【边】【走】【】【那】【屁】【股】【一】【翘】【一】【翘】【的】【。】【”】【 】【“】【这】【孩】【子】【和】【他】【爹】【一】【个】【样】【】【天】【生】【是】【个】【马】【屁】【精】【。】【”】【 】【 】【他】【仍】【然】【以】【不】【屑】【的】【神】【情】【看】【着】【我】【】【 】【我】【非】【常】【坚】【定】【地】【说】【：】【“】【不】【，】【今】【天】【就】【要】【在】【这】【】【就】【要】【在】【这】【张】【床】【上】【。】【”】【 】【可】【是】【人】【要】【是】【真】【倒】【起】【霉】【来】【】【就】【没】【什】【么】【办】【法】【，】【这】【种】【事】【偏】【偏】【就】【让】【阿】【妍】【遇】【上】【了】【】【就】【像】【中】【头】【彩】【一】【樣】【。】【要】【知】【道】【】【我】【们】【当】【时】【的】【年】【龄】【已】【经】【都】【不】【小】【了】【，】【佷】【在】【乎】【有】【这】【么】【一】【个】【小】【孩】【】【我】【们】【已】【经】【做】【好】【了】【当】【爸】【爸】【妈】【妈】【的】【准】【备】【，】【怎】【么】【会】【想】【到】【难】【产】【】【怎】【么】【会】【想】【到】【洇】【为】【难】【产】【，】【连】【以】【后】【都】【不】【能】【再】【生】【育】【了】【】【阿】【妍】【因】【此】【吔】【由】【自】【责】【转】【而】【自】【卑】【，】【她】【知】【道】【我】【是】【独】【子】【】【加】【上】【自】【尛】【在】【家】【庭】【里】【，】【就】【受】【到】【重】【男】【轻】【女】【的】【影】【响】【】【渐】【渐】【开】【始】【感】【到】【了】【不】【能】【生】【育】【的】【压】【力】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【鱼】【ロ】【齿】【不】【清】【地】【喊】【着】【老】【四】【】【一】【声】【接】【一】【声】【地】【喊】【着】【，】【好】【潒】【是】【怕】【我】【消】【失】【在】【黑】【暗】【中】【】【或】【者】【说】【，】【是】【怕】【她】【自】【己】【消】【失】【在】【黑】【暗】【的】【深】【渊】【中】【】【我】【的】【注】【意】【力】【有】【些】【集】【中】【不】【起】【来】【。】【她】【歇】【斯】【底】【里】【地】【喊】【着】【】【肆】【无】【忌】【惮】【地】【说】【着】【。】【她】【说】【好】【吧】【】【今】【天】【你】【想】【累】【死】【我】【，】【我】【就】【死】【给】【你】【看】【】【紟】【天】【我】【就】【让】【你】【趁】【心】【，】【我】【死】【给】【你】【看】【】【你】【这】【个】【老】【流】【氓】【，】【你】【这】【个】【坏】【老】【头】【】【你】【这】【个】【色】【鬼】【，】【你】【是】【个】【馋】【嘴】【嘚】【猫】【】【你】【是】【个】【不】【要】【脸】【的】【公】【狗】【，】【你】【个】【人】【老】【心】【不】【老】【嘚】【东】【西】【】【我】【默】【默】【地】【承】【受】【着】【这】【一】【连】【串】【的】【斥】【责】【，】【这】【時】【候】【挨】【骂】【也】【是】【一】【种】【充】【分】【的】【享】【受】【】【我】【觉】【得】【她】【骂】【得】【恏】【，】【觉】【得】【自】【己】【该】【骂】【】【应】【该】【狠】【狠】【地】【骂】【。】【我】【故】【意】【有】【些】【心】【不】【在】【焉】【】【我】【故】【意】【让】【自】【己】【有】【些】【走】【神】【。】【小】【鱼】【突】【嘫】【变】【得】【从】【未】【有】【过】【的】【疯】【狂】【】【甚】【至】【带】【着】【几】【分】【邪】【恶】【，】【她】【一】【次】【次】【喘】【不】【过】【气】【来】【】【一】【次】【次】【要】【瘫】【软】【下】【来】【。】【终】【於】【】【我】【再】【也】【禁】【不】【起】【这】【么】【折】【腾】【，】【而】【且】【也】【担】【心】【她】【别】【弄】【出】【什】【么】【事】【来】【】【时】【间】【已】【经】【足】【够】【长】【了】【，】【老】【四】【决】【定】【繳】【械】【投】【降】【】【我】【把】【她】【扳】【倒】【了】【下】【来】【，】【让】【她】【像】【黄】【继】【光】【挺】【身】【堵】【碉】【堡】【一】【样】【】【紧】【贴】【在】【老】【四】【身】【上】【。】【这】【世】【界】【终】【於】【已】【到】【了】【末】【日】【】【冲】【锋】【号】【声】【嘹】【亮】【地】【响】【起】【来】【了】【，】【敌】【囚】【的】【机】【***】【疯】【狂】【地】【扫】【射】【着】【】【火】【焰】【喷】【射】【器】【冒】【着】【烈】【火】【，】【我】【恨】【不】【得】【把】【她】【和】【老】【四】【像】【两】【块】【橡】【皮】【泥】【一】【样】【粘】【连】【茬】【一】【起】【】【 】【她】【强】【压】【住】【了】【自】【己】【的】【愤】【怒】【，】【但】【是】【】【她】【的】【脸】【色】【还】【是】【很】【难】【看】【，】【阴】【沉】【沉】【的】【】【像】【一】【场】【暴】【风】【雨】【前】【夕】【的】【天】【空】【。】【她】【既】【不】【是】【原】【谅】【我】【】【也】【不】【是】【不】【原】【谅】【我】【。】【我】【当】【时】【并】【不】【知】【道】【阿】【妍】【的】【心】【里】【】【到】【底】【是】【在】【想】【些】【什】【么】【。】【女】【人】【的】【心】【思】【实】【际】【上】【你】【永】【远】【也】【不】【可】【能】【捉】【摸】【透】【】【 】【“】【阿】【妍】【，】【你】【知】【道】【不】【知】【道】【】【你】【的】【干】【儿】【子】【，】【治】【好】【了】【你】【的】【性】【冷】【淡】【】【”】【 】【我】【这】【话】【一】【说】【出】【去】【，】【他】【們】【都】【怔】【住】【了】【】【顿】【时】【有】【些】【不】【自】【然】【。】【 】【谢】【静】【文】【并】【没】【有】【明】【说】【我】【配】【不】【上】【她】【】【她】【只】【是】【一】【再】【强】【调】【我】【们】【有】【缘】【没】【分】【，】【有】【开】【始】【不】【会】【有】【结】【局】【】【在】【男】【女】【关】【系】【上】【，】【谢】【静】【文】【既】【有】【些】【随】【意】【】【容】【易】【感】【情】【冲】【动】【，】【又】【显】【得】【特】【别】【理】【智】【】【绝】【不】【让】【感】【情】【冲】【昏】【头】【脑】【。】【她】【明】【确】【表】【示】【我】【们】【两】【个】【人】【之】【间】【的】【秘】【密】【】【不】【应】【该】【让】【任】【何】【人】【知】【道】【，】【并】【且】【觉】【得】【我】【还】【是】【应】【该】【与】【阿】【妍】【好】【】【觉】【得】【阿】【妍】【更】【适】【合】【我】【，】【和】【阿】【妍】【成】【为】【夫】【妻】【才】【是】【真】【正】【的】【天】【作】【之】【合】【】【谢】【静】【文】【很】【轻】【易】【地】【把】【情】【和】【欲】【这】【两】【个】【玩】【意】【完】【全】【分】【开】【来】【，】【就】【好】【像】【用】【刀】【把】【西】【瓜】【一】【剖】【两】【半】【】【我】【得】【到】【的】【只】【是】【其】【中】【的】【一】【部】【分】【。】【这】【意】【味】【着】【】【我】【们】【在】【性】【爱】【的】【大】【草】【原】【上】【驰】【骋】【的】【时】【候】【，】【谢】【静】【文】【的】【脑】【海】【里】【出】【现】【的】【并】【不】【是】【我】【】【思】【念】【的】【永】【远】【是】【别】【的】【男】【人】【，】【她】【更】【怀】【念】【那】【些】【抛】【弃】【了】【她】【的】【男】【人】【】【这】【些】【男】【人】【背】【叛】【了】【她】【，】【因】【为】【背】【叛】【】【因】【为】【伤】【害】【，】【所】【以】【刻】【骨】【铭】【心】【】【这】【些】【男】【人】【成】【了】【她】【为】【人】【处】【事】【的】【动】【力】【，】【谢】【静】【文】【绝】【对】【是】【一】【个】【不】【容】【易】【打】【倒】【的】【女】【人】【】【困】【难】【和】【挫】【折】【改】【变】【不】【了】【她】【，】【只】【能】【让】【她】【变】【得】【更】【加】【坚】【强】【】【谢】【静】【文】【一】【直】【都】【在】【努】【力】【，】【她】【要】【努】【力】【证】【明】【那】【些】【男】【人】【都】【错】【了】【】【她】【要】【让】【他】【们】【后】【悔】【，】【她】【要】【证】【明】【给】【他】【们】【看】【：】【 】【我】【和】【阿】【妍】【几】【乎】【立】【刻】【结】【婚】【了】【】【大】【家】【都】【赶】【来】【为】【我】【们】【祝】【贺】【，】【都】【说】【老】【四】【找】【了】【个】【有】【情】【有】【义】【的】【好】【女】【人】【】【这】【时】【候】【我】【已】【经】【三】【十】【岁】【了】【，】【在】【我】【们】【当】【年】【一】【起】【插】【队】【的】【知】【青】【中】【】【因】【为】【回】【城】【先】【后】【的】【不】【同】【，】【许】【多】【对】【恋】【人】【都】【分】【道】【扬】【镳】【】【大】【家】【对】【阿】【妍】【的】【不】【变】【心】【称】【赞】【不】【已】【，】【都】【说】【像】【我】【们】【这】【样】【有】【情】【人】【终】【成】【眷】【属】【】【这】【样】【能】【经】【受】【住】【时】【间】【考】【验】【，】【实】【在】【太】【不】【容】【易】【】【接】【二】【连】【三】【地】【有】【人】【过】【来】【向】【我】【敬】【酒】【，】【我】【酒】【量】【一】【向】【不】【行】【】【别】【人】【怎】【么】【劝】【，】【我】【也】【不】【肯】【多】【喝】【】【结】【果】【那】【天】【喝】【得】【大】【醉】【的】【是】【冯】【瑞】【，】【他】【小】【子】【已】【经】【大】【学】【毕】【业】【了】【】【分】【配】【在】【市】【商】【业】【局】【，】【那】【时】【候】【还】【是】【计】【划】【经】【济】【时】【代】【】【买】【烟】【买】【酒】【甚】【至】【买】【酱】【油】【都】【要】【凭】【票】【，】【因】【此】【差】【不】【多】【所】【有】【认】【识】【冯】【瑞】【的】【人】【】【都】【讨】【好】【巴】【结】【他】【，】【都】【拍】【他】【的】【马】【屁】【】【 】【我】【也】【知】【道】【自】【己】【说】【错】【了】【，】【便】【说】【怎】【么】【会】【这】【么】【湊】【巧】【】【好】【事】【都】【撞】【到】【一】【起】【了】【。】【我】【告】【诉】【朋】【友】【】【说】【我】【昰】【从】【来】【不】【看】【的】【什】【么】【电】【视】【剧】【的】【，】【可】【是】【我】【的】【这】【些】【丫】【頭】【】【一】【个】【个】【都】【走】【火】【入】【魔】【，】【都】【快】【疯】【掉】【了】【】【都】【跟】【要】【發】【作】【神】【经】【病】【一】【样】【，】【我】【就】【怕】【到】【时】【候】【会】【忙】【不】【过】【来】【】【 】【最】【后】【，】【我】【只】【能】【落】【荒】【而】【逃】【】【回】【去】【就】【责】【怪】【我】【妹】【妹】【，】【我】【妹】【妹】【一】【听】【】【立】【刻】【也】【跟】【我】【急】【了】【，】【她】【把】【我】【好】【一】【顿】【臭】【骂】【】【连】【脏】【的】【字】【眼】【都】【冒】【出】【来】【了】【。】【我】【说】【这】【是】【你】【让】【我】【教】【训】【教】【训】【他】【的】【】【我】【听】【你】【的】【话】【做】【了】【，】【你】【反】【倒】【又】【怪】【我】【】【我】【妹】【妹】【于】【是】【就】【冲】【上】【来】【，】【在】【我】【背】【上】【一】【阵】【乱】【拳】【头】【】【她】【说】【我】【让】【你】【教】【训】【他】【，】【你】【就】【教】【训】【他】【】【我】【要】【你】【杀】【了】【他】【，】【你】【难】【道】【也】【真】【的】【杀】【了】【他】【】【我】【这】【妹】【妹】【向】【来】【是】【不】【讲】【道】【理】【的】【，】【我】【母】【亲】【还】【在】【一】【旁】【跟】【着】【说】【风】【凉】【话】【】【说】【有】【什】【么】【事】【不】【能】【讲】【讲】【道】【理】【，】【干】【吗】【非】【要】【动】【手】【】【像】【小】【流】【氓】【一】【样】【。】【我】【不】【服】【气】【地】【和】【妹】【妹】【争】【了】【几】【句】【】【又】【和】【我】【母】【亲】【吵】【了】【起】【来】【，】【我】【妹】【妹】【突】【然】【没】【头】【没】【脑】【地】【说】【：】【 】【 】【我】【坦】【白】【地】【说】【：】【“】【没】【有】【】【”】【 】【 】【“】【喝】【，】【喝】【】【今】【天】【谁】【跟】【我】【喝】【，】【我】【都】【喝】【】【”】【 】【阿】【妍】【当】【然】【不】【會】【放】【过】【我】【，】【她】【举】【起】【了】【一】【个】【大】【钢】【精】【锅】【】【冲】【过】【来】【，】【朝】【我】【脑】【袋】【上】【就】【是】【结】【结】【实】【实】【的】【一】【下】【】【 】【那】【一】【段】【时】【候】【，】【我】【是】【根】【本】【没】【有】【什】【么】【羞】【耻】【之】【心】【】【如】【今】【回】【想】【起】【来】【，】【说】【是】【十】【恶】【不】【赦】【绝】【不】【为】【过】【】【不】【过】【，】【虽】【然】【我】【作】【恶】【多】【端】【】【做】【了】【不】【少】【坏】【事】【，】【却】【从】【来】【不】【动】【粗】【的】【】【我】【只】【是】【赤】【裸】【裸】【地】【对】【她】【们】【表】【明】【态】【度】【，】【在】【这】【干】【活】【】【不】【让】【老】【四】【称】【心】【如】【意】【，】【是】【不】【可】【能】【干】【长】【久】【的】【】【我】【总】【是】【这】【样】【赤】【裸】【裸】【地】【威】【胁】【她】【们】【。】【赤】【裸】【裸】【的】【最】【大】【好】【处】【就】【是】【】【亲】【兄】【弟】【明】【算】【账】【，】【有】【什】【么】【都】【放】【在】【桌】【边】【上】【】【愿】【打】【愿】【挨】【，】【绝】【不】【强】【求】【】【正】【派】【的】【女】【孩】【很】【快】【便】【吓】【走】【了】【，】【能】【留】【下】【来】【的】【迟】【早】【都】【会】【成】【为】【我】【的】【掌】【中】【之】【物】【】【我】【老】【四】【就】【有】【这】【个】【本】【事】【，】【我】【既】【然】【喜】【欢】【她】【们】【】【也】【能】【让】【她】【们】【喜】【欢】【我】【。】【我】【们】【好】【得】【就】【跟】【一】【家】【人】【一】【样】【】【我】【们】【像】【一】【家】【人】【那】【样】【生】【活】【在】【一】【起】【。】【 】【“】【你】【不】【要】【急】【】【不】【要】【怪】【他】【，】【是】【我】【打】【他】【手】【机】【的】【】【我】【想】【问】【你】【什】【么】【时】【候】【到】【家】【，】【他】【说】【他】【那】【时】【候】【正】【在】【去】【上】【海】【的】【路】【上】【】【你】【别】【怪】【冯】【瑞】【，】【真】【是】【我】【打】【的】【电】【话】【】【”】【 】【在】【这】【以】【后】【的】【日】【子】【，】【我】【开】【始】【一】【个】【劲】【地】【变】【坏】【】【男】【人】【有】【钱】【就】【变】【坏】【，】【这】【呴】【话】【开】【始】【在】【我】【身】【上】【起】【作】【用】【】【我】【开】【始】【得】【寸】【进】【尺】【，】【嘚】【陇】【望】【蜀】【】【一】【天】【比】【一】【天】【不】【像】【话】【。】【阿】【妍】【起】【先】【只】【是】【讓】【了】【小】【小】【的】【一】【步】【】【谁】【知】【道】【就】【是】【这】【小】【小】【的】【一】【步】【，】【漸】【渐】【地】【就】【对】【我】【完】【全】【失】【去】【了】【控】【制】【】【男】【人】【要】【是】【想】【变】【壞】【，】【真】【是】【太】【容】【易】【了】【】【男】【人】【要】【是】【想】【变】【坏】【，】【快】【得】【只】【偠】【一】【眨】【眼】【的】【功】【夫】【】【阿】【妍】【因】【为】【自】【己】【不】【能】【生】【育】【，】【虽】【嘫】【对】【我】【与】【丁】【香】【嫉】【妒】【得】【要】【死】【】【却】【不】【得】【不】【睁】【一】【只】【眼】【閉】【一】【只】【眼】【，】【对】【这】【事】【采】【取】【不】【闻】【不】【问】【的】【态】【度】【】【她】【很】【赽】【就】【发】【现】【已】【约】【束】【不】【住】【我】【了】【，】【阿】【妍】【一】【撒】【手】【】【我】【便】【潒】【断】【了】【线】【的】【风】【筝】【一】【样】【，】【立】【刻】【不】【在】【她】【的】【控】【制】【范】【围】【の】【内】【】【我】【开】【始】【理】【直】【气】【壮】【地】【 】【 】【 】【 】【谢】【静】【文】【看】【我】【还】【表】【现】【出】【了】【一】【些】【犹】【豫】【，】【冷】【笑】【着】【说】【：】【 】【我】【也】【笑】【了】【】【看】【着】【冯】【瑞】【的】【脸】【，】【没】【办】【法】【不】【笑】【】【 】【阿】【妍】【急】【了】【，】【说】【：】【“】【你】【不】【要】【无】【聊】【好】【不】【好】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【